So I haven’t been feeling exactly like myself lately. I have actually had this post in my drafts for about 2 maybe 3 weeks because I wasn’t really sure how to explain my mental state, and honestly I still don’t think I can.
But a few of you have sent emails and direct messages on social media wondering if everything was okay, what was going on, why there hasn’t been a new blog post lately etc.
I do enjoy keeping you guys in the loop. I’ve let you guys know before when I wasn’t okay or when I was depressed. But I don’t think it’s the same thing this time. Any other time my depression has gotten bad or my mental state has kind of slipped downhill I’ve been able to put into words what happened or what triggered it or whatever and this time I don’t really know why so I’m still trying to figure that out.
so while my mental state may not be top notch at its best, I am still here. Normally I would say I’m okay, but not being able to put why I feel so emotionally drained or why I’m just not feeling myself lately I don’t want to say I’m okay because I don’t know, I don’t think I am I’m not sure honestly but I am still here.
I have been still updating on tiktok and clapper, even though I have taken a break I know from the blog and Facebook and Twitter and Instagram and Snapchat I have been still updating clapper and take talk. So you can still follow the family on there but other than that I am alive I’m just kind of taking some back off time to try and figure out my mental state and what’s going on and how to fix it.
But I do want to say thank you to those of you who have messaged me asking what’s going on, if I’m ok, and checking up on me.
Hopefully I’ll get myself together and be back to normal soon.
I love you all!